If you have been randomly commented on, I was dared by my friends to comment on ppls sites from the Lubbock metro and see if they comment back and how many restraining orders I receive in the mail..... But needless to say I am not a stalker and I am only doing this for fun and to see if I meet anyone new.

now to the regular postings:

Okay well Hostel wasn't as good as I thought it would be...... lets see.....  X-Rated for the first 45-60 mins, then you get to the hokey tourture parts...... then more porn..... then more tourture and then finally somone dies!!.....and then screen credits!!  (now I wish I had gone to a different movie) oh well now I won't want to rent it when it comes out. I have succesfully been turned down by the girls that I liked and now I know that they weren't trully interested in me. But hey! Many many more girls out there that I might hit it off with....

not much more so I think I will ttyL8RS

Peace and love to all!!
~Scott W. DeVries

Not too much to put this time.... My b-day is coming up and I am just telling everyone to forget about it cause I don't like January that much anymore and too much shit has happened to me in this month...

I am going to go see Hostle with a large group of friends tomorrow and it shall be great!!

well that is all for now... I just met someone that actually reads my blogspot and I am gonna go talk to him for a while.

Peace and love!!
~Scott W. DeVries

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Okay I figured that I would do this survey since one of my friends told me that we was gonna tag me with it....... damn you tom!!!!

okay here goes:

[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[X] I have many scars.
[X] I tan easily.
[X] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo
[] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[X] have/I've had braces.
[] wear glasses.
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.


family/home life

[X] I've sworn at my parents.
[X] I've run away from home
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[X] I want to have kids someday. possibly maybe if i feel like it
[] I've had children.
[X] I've lost a child.


school/work

[X] I'm in school.
[X] I have a job.
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[X] I almost always do my homework.
[X] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[X] I've stolen something from my job.
[X] I've been fired.


embarrassment

[X] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[] I've snorted while laughing.
[] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[X] I've glued my hand to something
[X] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[] I've had my pants rip in public

health

[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[X] I've gotten stitches.
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[X] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[X] I've had chicken pox.


traveling

[X] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.


experiences

[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ X] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[X] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[X] I've gone skinny dipping
[X] I've played spin the bottle.
[X] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been Skiing
[X] I've been in a play.
[X] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[X] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[X] I've played chicken.
[X] I've played a prank on someone.
[X] I've ridden in a taxi.
[X] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[X] I've eaten Sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.


sexuality

[   ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[] I've had a crush on a teacher
[X] I've been kissed in the rain.
[X] I've hugged a stranger.
[X] I have kissed a stranger.


honesty/crime

[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[X] I've snuck out of my house.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[X] I've run a red light.
[] I've been suspended from school.
[X] I've witnessed a crime.
[X] I've been in a fist fight.
[X] I've been arrested.
[X] I've shoplifted.


drugs/alcohol

[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[X] I regularly drink.

[X] I've passed out from drinking.
[X] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[X] I've smoked weed
[X] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[X] I've eaten shrooms.
[X] I've popped E.
[X] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[X] I've done hard drugs.
[X] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[X] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[] I'm addicted to self harm.
[X] I've woken up crying.


death and suicide

[   ] I'm afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals.
[X] I've seen someone dying.
[X] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[X] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[X] I've planned my own suicide.
[X] I've attempted suicide.
[X] I've written a eulogy for myself.

materialism

[X] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[X] I own something from The Gap.
[X] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.


random

[] I can sing well.
[X] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily
[X] I watch the news.
[X] I don't kill bugs.
[X] I curse regularly.
[] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[X] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] I'm a snob about grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[] I twirl my hair
[] I have "x"s in my screen name
[] I love being neat
[] I love Spam
[X] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[X] I bake well.
[] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[X] I know how to shoot a gun.
[] I am in love with love.
[X] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[X] I eat fast food weekly.
[X] I believe in ghosts.
[X] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[X] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[] I am really ticklish.
[] I love white chocolate any in general
[] I bite my nails.
[X] I play video games.
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[X] I'm good at remembering dates.
[XXXXXXXXX] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[X] my answers are totally honest

Okay that is all for now....

Peace to all!
~Scott W. DeVries

Okay I don't know who all reads this but I hope that there is one person that does glance at this site every now and then..... and to that person, I want to say, if nothing else:

  I AM SORRY FOR THE WAY THINGS ENDED. I HOPE THAT YOU CAN FORGIVE ME AND THAT OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL CONTINUE. PLEASE DON'T LET WHAT HAPPENED COME BETWEEN A FRIENDSHIP THAT WAS GOOD BEFORE ALL OF THIS HAPPENED. PLEASE FORGIVE ME.

Peace and love,
~Scott W. DeVries

Okay I have time to sleep and now i am back for another round in the ring....

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Okay not much to say this time......

 I am tired of all the shit that goes on and all the shit that ppl debate about. Yes I know that most all the time they can keep it on an adult level, but I have seen (and had) it go to name calling, down-playing others, and in some RARE occasions, violence..... Now I am not going hippie on your ass and saying 'let's just all get to  along and love each other'... I just think that this goes on too long and that everyone is trying too hard to get the other person to understand his/her position. It is fine for someone to explain thier postition and then move on but when you have a fucking HUGE debate spanding over35-37 comments on each others xangas and you start to tell the other one that their head is in their ass..... then it has already gone on on too fucking long!!! I don't care if some of my friends hate me after I post this or if they wont 't talk to me, I just think that someone anong you should grow a fucking pair of balls and cutt the conviorsation off before somones feelings get hurt...

Some people hate others because they have loved too much and been hurt too often.... I am that way right now. I hate my ex-girlfriend now because of what WE said, what transpired, and what happened in the long run... Yes I did say I hate her, but I truly don't. I spent almost three (3) months with her and I that I loved her, not thought but DID. After she broke it off, she first brought it up and said that she didn't like that I had gone back to my old habits of smoking and drinking. After long reveiw, I noticed that she was right and that I had changed from the 'real me', to someone that I thought could stay with her and be her boyfriend. I am sorry for that but in my mind I had told myself that I had to mold myself into someone that she wanted and then I could keep her. Well long story short, we both said things that hurt the other one and it ended badly...

Currently we are not talking and I fear that our friendship is over... I hate things that she has done and things that I have done... I may say that I HATE, but that is just my way to get through it right now..... and that is one of the things that I have cut over.... this is one of the reasons that I kept smoking and drinking.........
If I could just start over again and do everything differently I would....

I am currently trying to quit the smoking and the drinking but I know that it will take some time and I know that there will be days that I feel that I just can't go another minute without a smoke or drink, but I know that with my friends help, I do have the power to quit and I will not go back to it!

It doesn't matter how people deal with things, like cut or hate people or even sit down and cry... All that matters is that they find a way to get through it and sort through everything and get back on the right path in life...

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Well there is the bell....... I have to go now so I thnk that I will continue this discussion later.....

Peace and love!!!
~Scott W. DeVries